goals, goals, goals, goals (please sing that in your head to the tune of Jay-Z's Girls, Girls, Girls, Girls.) I love them. You know that by now. I love a to do list, a plan, an achievement. As the year comes to an end its only natural to reflect on where we’ve been, where we’re going. Buy into the hype that you need a resolution for 2015. What is your year going to be about? What will you achieve? How will you be different? I started to think as 2014 is wrapping up where all this goal setting is getting me.
I know it gets me thinking about the past. A lot. And planning for the
future. Even more. Neither of these are really what I want. Be present, stay centered,
live in this moment. That's what yoga preaches to us right? Yet, here I am
bouncing myself between my past and my future, stopping on my mat in between on
occasion. I can do it on my mat, so I know it’s possible for me. I get on
the mat and for that hour or so I stop. I’m just present. Whether I’m teaching
or practicing I don’t leave that room.
2014 was an incredible year for me and I am so grateful for every single
moment of it. I learned more about myself this year than I ever have before; I’ve
come to realize just how much more I want to learn about myself.
I can't say I’m not setting goals for 2015. I’m not just going in, seeing where the chips may fall, and then loving my life. I haven’t grown
quite that way this year, I made a goal for 2015. I don’t know that I’ll
ever be a person who doesn’t set goals, but I know that I can set a goal that
gets me going more in the direction I want to be headed.
I sat down over the weekend and talked with one of the smartest, most
accomplished people I know about goal setting. They might be even crazier than I
am about schedules and goals. I knew having a conversation with them was going to bring me clarity about what 2015 has for me. As we sat talking about what our year would be
like, I settled into exactly what my goals for this year are. I’m not splitting
it up into work, personal, teaching, like I have in the past.
This year is going to be about enjoying the moment I’m in. Feeling that
satisfaction I’ve been trying to hunt down. Figuring out what kind of space I want
to take up. Following my heart and my gut even when it terrifies me.
2015 is going to kick ass.